If i knew the things would end up this way I would never allow me to get so attached to you. I would never wake up so early only to say good morning, would never wait you get back to say good night. I would never stop doing whatever I was doing just to speak with you.
Nobody gave me so much joy, so many smiles.Nobody took so much of it away from me, tough. What am I supposed to feel? Ok? Fine? Happy? Am I supposed to pretend this was all a little play in my mind?
Each word I said to you meant my heart, meant my soul. I gave you my soul, I thought you gave me yours too.
You know what it hurts the most? What we had was only bullshit, was all a little game to you. I will never forgive you, I will never forget you. I don’t want to forget you.
Was it hard?” I ask.
Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn’t real.